How to say I Love You

Never I felt the need of your help.
For everything I believe in myself.
But if your desire is really true.
Then tell me,
"How to say I need you?"

I never felt someone is so special,
For my life who had became essential,
So if your charm is really true,
Then tell me,
"How to say I like you?"

Never I had felt you near my heart,
Felt always you were far and apart,
But if your care is really true,
"Then tell me how to say I miss you?"

Never I believe so much on my fate,
That ever I can get you,
So if your Love is really true,
Then tell me,
"How to say I love you?"

Fallen

This is a poem for the Broken hearts...

Too late to say, too late to agree,
Here I let you go, I let you free,
I am fallen, I'll keep falling,
Please don't try again to hold me.

How odd it is, when you are not around.
I hate silence and I hate every sound,
I can't live in dark, I can't bear light,
I want everything near and everything out of sight.

I keep smiling in pain, I lament in rejoice,
I'd to live somehow, It's how I made a choice.
I hate you so much, I don't agree,
I love you so much, I don't deny.

I 'm neither gloomy today,
Nor I'm doped high,
I don't want to tell the truth,
I don't want anymore to lie.

I'm fallen for you and I'll keep falling,
If you hold me it'll do more harm.
I'm broken, I'll keep breaking,
So just let me melt in your arms.

Not Today Poem Song

It seems like blue sky,
Like it is in your eyes,
I know someday somewhere,
If not today, not today, not today,
You wil cry, you will cry, you will cry,
Like tears in my eyes,
I know why, I know why, I know why.

One day you'll be all alone,
One day I'll be gone,
And then my love for you,
Wont be as its true.
And then you'll realise,
Of the tears in my eyes,
Of the things I said was true,
Of the love I had for you,
But not today, not today, not today.

You dont think what it means for me,
What it means for me,
What it means to me,
The Blue sky in your eyes,
The Blue sky in your eyes,
But not today, Not today Not today.



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What's Forever?

The shine of the Sun,
The light of the Moon,
Or the perspiration drops,
On forehead in summer noon?

The chimes of the bell,
Ringing at a distance,
The prayers to the lord,
Or the Lord himself?

What's forever? What's forever?

The memories of you, whom I miss,
More than a longing kiss,
In my breath, Your lingering scent,
Countless moments together we spent,
A dream of you, I'm trying to chase,
A brightened smile on your face.

What's forever? Whats forever?

Few words spoken straight and true,
Or a lie which you knew.
A piece me wisdom or thought in mind,
Or the selfless love you find?

What's forever? Whats forever?

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The Magical Drink

One day the king and queen of Satpura province decided to go for hunting. Early in the morning they left towards jungle with artillery weapons, food, water and a group of ten soldiers.
A long time passed but they did not find any animal in the jungle. It disappointed the king and the queen. So after lunch they decided to go a little further but asked the soldiers to stay there and wait for them until they return.
As they moved ahead the jungle got darker and darker. The queen spotted a deer wandering behind the bushes. They started following it carefully watching their path from stepping over snake or scorpions. Near a small pond amid big sal trees the deer stopped to drink water, when the king decided to hunt him. As he shot the arrow the deer turned into a big evil ghost who angrily turned towards the king,
“You have enraged me. Now I’ll eat you both.”
Stories of a ghost in the jungles of Satpura were known from quite a long time. He had tricked and killed many innocent people before also. So the king decided to fight with him. The brave king, with his bows and arrows wounded the ghost but before running away he sneezed on the king and queen and due to his poisonous saliva they fell sick.

Sunshine

When the sun rises on the morning hill,
My hopes are high and my heart is still,
As the rays fall on the blades of  grass,
Your smile fills all dark corner's life has.

I pick up my tools and start my day,
With you guiding through my way.
My heart sings along every pretty song,
Humming to your tunes all day long.

As I work, I think of you,
How you brighten it up, everyday as new.
If I feel low, you hold me tight,
If every things a mess, you tell me its alright.

Just keep up your smile, while you walk every mile,
When you are sad, you'll find me closer than you had.
And when the night sets us apart,
You'll be the sunshine in my heart.

She is Alone

The house to the west of Saket Garden was hardly ever lively. Tainted paint and texture of water leakage on the walls of building resembled to the poorly managed college hostels. Its second floor was one of those places which always seem to be deserted. No one lives and no one cares. Windows remained closed, no one ever came to its balcony and there was never a sound. But when you look at it, a tinge of curiosity prevails on your face. No one likes emptiness; no one has to be so lonely. Not even this floor. The curiosity to know was eating Sohit up, day and night, for the past one month. Since he had shifted to the building across the road he could not ignore it.
Once he invited his local friend Shanu and asked her about it but she did not seem to care either. It must be one of those unoccupied apartments in the area, she said. This did not answer Sohit's questions at all. But did he know the questions himself? He had an increasingly growing urge to discover something about it. The feeling was almost burning him from inside. He has to find out about it on his own or his thoughts will eat him alive. For some reason he was suspicious and fearful of what he may find. So he decided to make paper chits of the days from Monday to Sunday and then lift one randomly. Thursday it came and that was it! He left the consequences to fate.
On Thursday morning it rained so he postponed his quest till evening. He had waited weeks for this day and not being able to go there proved to be terribly unsettling. He could not finish his lunch. He almost felt choked inside. The unknown fear was driving him crazy. Was there something that was trying to stop him from going? Is it really empty? Is it a ghost house? Is there someone dead inside? Not able to contain the puzzling outbursts, he left for the building in the afternoon itself. The door to the apartment was closed. He raised his hand and as he was about to knock, he stopped and decided against it. He went up and knocked on the apartment on the third floor. No one answered. He went down and knocked on the apartment on ground floor. To add to his fears, no one answered there either. He returned to his room as soon as he could.